Believe. Have Patience. Keep the Faith
Words of..
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
9:47 AM
Words of wisdom:

" Having a dream is what keeps you alive.
Overcoming the challenges make life worth living"

Somehow those words means alot to me, personally.
Always wonder what life can offer me.
Always thought I've been the one offering.
But I guess in life, its always about..
Learning and Experience.
Enough said.

Words of excitement:

Tioman people!
Let's make it happen, please.
I really really really need this.
A quick getaway from reality.
And enter the world of fantasy.
With all the fun, love and excitement.
Yay-ness!

Words of silent thoughts:

Someone said/wrote this..
" I now understand why everyone is transient in your life.
You don't give them a reason to stay. "

I still cant get those words out of my head.
Yeah it hit me hard. And it hurts too.
But have you ever thought that..
maybe you don't need a reason to give?
Or maybe they left without any reason why?

Its unfair to say such things.
Especially coming from someone who's exactly 3 months old.
You may get the synopsis and content right.
But I guess not the message behind the story.
FYI, I'm just saying it out. Or in way, telling you.
Or explaining maybe.
Since you kept quiet.

Ok. We're settled now.
Thank you. :)

Words of encouragement:

Patience is a virtue.

" lies but doesn't pretend "

Friday, March 27, 2009
10:10 AM

Truth

Definition:
1. the true or actual state of a matter;
2. the state or character of being true;
3. an obvious or accepted fact; truism; platitude;
4. conformity to fact or actuality.

Patience was all that's needed.
And oh, the right timing too.
I didnt even had to ask.
(which I've been wanting to actually.)
Instead it came knocking on my door.
Even better. heh.

Don't be/feel sorry.
It's all in the past and it already happened.
Nothing can be undone.
Except forgive and forget.
Most importantly, letting it go and moving on.
It hurts lesser. (believe me, it does)
I guess nothing can hurt me much. (yet)
After all, its not worth the pain.

All I wanted was to hear the truth.
And I finally got it.
Kudos to me.

It's all about the truth..
and nothing but the truth.

Hey, give me your best shot.
No worries, I'll take it in.
The numbness is coming.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009
11:45 AM
" Kalau tak boleh capai bintang, sekurang-kurang nye capai lah bulan.. "

I'm playing my part.
So please play yours too.

Monday, March 23, 2009
10:12 AM
kadang kadang aku heran dgn manusia manusia di dunia ini. pelik lah sgt sgt. takde hal cari hal. takde keje lain kape nak cari hal je. takde angin takde ribut, tibe tibe cari pasal. alamak org org nie mmg btul ketepek! kenape suke sgt nie cari pasal. tak penat ke korg asik cari pasal je. org penat tau. dah tu kalau tak layan ingat org nie tak kisah lah ape lah. padahal org malas nak layan kau tahu tak. abeh tu bile org nak mula lah kisah, de lak yang perangai! sumpah mcm nak jotos kepala de lah! dah bagus tu org mengalah. nasib baik org nie boleh dikatekan penyabar. kalau tak dah jadi mcm gunung berapi. bile dah jadi mcm gunung berapi, habis sume bende terbakar dan meletup. tak manis bile bende mcm tu terjadi tahu tak. abeh bile org tanye ape masalah nye, jawapan nye mintak ampun lah siak. kalau reason nye reasonable takpe, ini reason nye btul nye mangkuk bertingkat! alamak ketepek btul ah! eh lantak kau lah ehk. org pantang lah bile takde pape masalah, kau cari dan bawak masalah. tu lah mkn byk masala dgn kari bab tu suke cari masalah! jadi ape kate korg tlg lah stop it. aman dan damai kan best. jadi nikmati dan hargai lah suasana aman dan damai nie. hidup nie pendek. jadi gembira lah lebih lebih. dah lah penat ah bobal. ape nak jadi jadi lah. aku tahu aku nak kahwin! haha

Thursday, March 19, 2009
10:56 AM
I think you got a point there yo.
Let's not take the risk, shall we?

And so I've decided.

I guess I've to be patient.
But life is short.
Feels like I'm running out of time.
And I wonder what I'm chasing for.



Why are you so cruel to us, humans?
You don't wait. In fact, you never do.
Instead we gotta chase you.
Best part is. You're..
Untouchable. Invisible. Inconspicuous.
Yet, you're needed. VERY MUCH.
How irony.
Well that's EMIT.

Thank you buddy. Thank you kaki.
And so PSB it is.

I'm not like them.
I'm different. Remember?


Wednesday, March 18, 2009
10:12 AM
I wanna go holiday!

I wanna go to Bintan.

I wanna go to Bangkok.

I wanna go to Scotland.

I wanna go to Aussie.

I wanna go anywhere away from here.

Basically, I just want / need a vacation! haha.
And I wanna do shopping!

Can anyone kidnap me and bring me far far away please?
Hahaha.

I'm not running away.
I just need a moment of my own.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009
10:14 AM
Walk with me..

I know your name man
Heard 'bout your fame clan
And all about your game plans
I'm not your typical prey
A different dame brand

I don't need your shoulder
Or your tissue..
I'm the kind of girl
Who can handle her own issues

And everytime I close my eyes
I see you
Right there with me
Walk with me..

Maybe we should walk..
But in opposite directions
I hope my irritance
Shows in my voice inflection

If i don't care,
i won't bother..

Monday, March 16, 2009
9:58 AM
Please don't...


Lotsa things in mind...


I told you so...


Sorry if its disappointing...


And what's that for?


Such a....

Friday, March 13, 2009
10:40 AM
Sch's been accepted. Thank god.
Not sure why I'm smiling bout it.
I dislike sch. I dislike studies.
But I hate what I'm doin now.

So it'll be..
Work, sch, soccer, driving & work.
Gosh.
I wonder when I've time for myself.

Responsible.
Definition:
1. Answerable or accountable, as for something within one's power, control, or management.
2. Reliable or dependable.


Exhausted.
Definition:
1. Drained of energy or effectiveness; extremely tired; completely exhausted.
2. Depleted of energy, force, or strength.
3. Drained physically.

Responsible=Exhausted

Sch has not yet started.
And I'm all drained out.

Can I not be responsible?

Before I lose...
I need a vacation please.
Seriously..

Thursday, March 12, 2009
10:32 AM
Happy 21st Dahliah!



No surprises. Like you want.
Just us. Your loves.
B'day sabo. Too easy for you.
Celebration. A chill-lek one.
Hope you enjoyed the awesome night.

Happy 21st Birthday Smiley!
May your prince wake you up from your garden.
And sprinkle faerie dust all over you. ;p

I tried to get you.
But i guess, its better if I don't.

Monday, March 09, 2009
10:40 AM
Credits to Syima Holmez for the change.
Thanx yo!

But you still sucks!
You know, I know, Zaz know. Public dont know.
Erm.. not yet but soon. hahahaha!

Friday night was melampau-ly awesome!
Yo yo yo! Berpeluh..!
Hahaha. Funny shit!

I'm starting to feel the weight on my shoulders.
All thanks to you.
I have dreams to reach.
you asshole!

Friday, March 06, 2009
11:02 AM
Money Money Money.
easy to find. easy to get.

Frens Frens Frens.
easy to find. hard to get.

Enemy Enemy Enemy.
hard to find. easy to get.

Love Love Love.
hard to find. hard to get.

Raanddooommm thoughts yo!
hahahaha.

Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try. One more try
Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

Thursday, March 05, 2009
10:05 AM
Observant.

Definition: quick to notice or perceive, alert/ looking at, watching, or regarding attentively, watchful.

Am I not..?

I guess I pretend not to.
Rather keep my mouth shut.
So not to have any commotions or what nots.
Maybe I choose not to know?
But if you tell, then I'd listen.

Seriously haven't you gotten over the shits yet?
You don't need to just coz you did to everyone else.
I rather not be seen by you, seeing the way you look at me.
Why can't you just fucking treat me like the rest.
You don't have to be my fren.
But just fucking get over it.

Monday, March 02, 2009
4:09 PM
Read thru some of the older posts.

I just realised how much I've been through..
so far in my life.

But I've to say, I'm thankful for what I've been through.
Coz I believe I'm not what/ who/ how I am rite now.
If not for the things that happened.
I've learned so much.

And perhaps, I'm giving back now.

Right now, I'm just loving the life I'm having.
Just simply me, life and dreams.
No major shits or complications.
..Maybe not yet.


She's like the jigsaw puzzle.
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