Believe. Have Patience. Keep the Faith
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
10:38 AM
Stop this world.
Its turning chaotic.

You people need a wake up call.
while others need to pick up.

Confusions after confusions.
When will it end.
Or how long will it goes.
Honestly, I can't figure out what you want.
There you have it. I said it.
I'm out.

Confessions after confessions.
Who can we trust after all.
The truth is all that matters.
Perhaps, we should limit our trust.
You're not the same person we used to know.
You're lost. It's time to get back.

Mr Policeman.
Mr Lrt.
How interesting, aye?

Above all,
Let's live your life.

One step away.

Friday, April 24, 2009
11:28 AM
Sometimes,
knowing less is much better.

Perhaps,
knowing nothing is even better.

You think I wanna be in?
Heh.

The more I try to close my ears,
the more I hear.

Oh you don't trust my words huh.
Please, I'm not that petty.

Plus,I'm not a gamer girl.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009
9:24 AM
Am I right or am I RIGHT?

I predict that some things will get messy.
And it already is.
Not only that, its annoying the shit out of me
and others.

All thanks to the two buggers trying to keep it low, involving too many people around them and making things all too messy. The more you try to keep it low, the more people know and talk about it. Seriously, stop all these fucking nonsense and annoying game. I'm sick and tired of all these. As much as I aint wanna play the game, believe me I already am the main player. As much as I wanna back down, the more I have to stand up, not for myself but for both of you. Coz trust me when I say if I don't care, I won't bother. Honestly, if I do the talking, I know I won't be Ms Nice and I'll say things that will hurt your feelings. And if I don't talk, people are getting all annoyed and depressed. Plus, things will just get messier. I just can't stand the things being said all around coz fuck, I care for you both. How do you think it makes me feel? To know you both are the hot topic right here. So tell me what the fuck I shld do.

And oh, sometimes, some things, people do not need to know. Seriously, you don't have to tell everything about what happen to you, the things around you and the things you did. Just stop it. We don't need to know everything. We don't.

If you tell me to understand the reason why she told you.
Then you have to understand the reason why I am pissed.
Fair and square.
Don't worry. I bear no grudges.
I'll prove you wrong.
Sorry if I lied to you twice.
I had to keep my word.

Does anyone wanna play a game with me?
Its call the Game of Pretence.
Its easy, really.
Just pretend and play along.
No winners, no losers.
Let's see how long we can play this game.
Exciting and interesting game isn't it?

Yeah, your damn right I'm fucking pissed right now.

Fuck. I'm done.

How I wish there's someone that I could run to, with arms open wide, wrapping it around me tightly, whispering to my ear saying " Everything's gonna be fine. I'm here for you. ", with my eyes closed, slowly breathing in the scent of its presence and feeling the warmth, care and love that leaves a smile on my face for the rest of the night.
How I wish.
I want you to be the one.

Monday, April 20, 2009
11:02 AM
Sigh..

Guess Tioman's cancel.
Sad and disappointed.
Coz I really need this.
I just need to get away.

KL or Genting perhaps?
At least I get to chillex and have fun.
Hmmm.. we'll see.

On another note.
I'm proud of myself.
Have not been flaming up.
Let's keep up baby !

Welcome back Ms Flower! ;p

Think before you talk.
Think before you act.
Think before you make a remark.
Think before you make a JOKE.
Coz you might hurt people's feelings.
THINK !

Monday, April 13, 2009
11:01 AM
This days, is all about..
patience.

It feels damn good to get
what you've been waiting for.
The feeling of worth-waiting and satisfaction
is undescribable.
It is fruitful to be patient.

It shows how deep the patience is in yourself.
And the faith you have that you know it will come one day.
Yeah, waiting can be tiring and sucky.
But, why not wait to get what we want right?
Of coz, do believe in getting what you want too.

Have patience.
Have faith.

Gotta cut down and gotta keep up.

Keep the dream alive baby !
I'm all smiles. ;p

Thursday, April 09, 2009
11:29 AM


Legs tied up tight.
Couldn't run nor lift it up.
Hands full of loads.
Couldn't let go nor put it down.
Mouth sealed shut.
Couldn't speak nor voice out.

She's still young.
Shouldn't she be enjoying life to the fullest?
Having fun all the time.
Flying free, easy and happy.

But a pity she's running.
No, not away.
Instead, running in a race.
A race that has no other competitors.
Nor spectators in sight.
Only herself.
And there is no finish line.

Surprisingly, she's still breathing.
Catching her breath fast.
Just that she's on the verge of
collapsing..
She only need one thing.
A break.

She's hanging on.

My life. Your life. Our world.

Friday, April 03, 2009
10:52 AM
Even before I could take my leave,
I slipped up.

Even before I could take my leave,
I was already on the centre stage.

Even before I could take my leave,
I was already the villain.

I was caught up.
More of like it was already written in the script.
Only that I didn't know how the story will be like.
Or shld I say, you can NEVER read the director's mind.

I'm really really really sorry.
I know how many times I said sorry,
it won't turn back time.
Now, I'm not sure how to look you in the eyes,
the next time I see you.
Yes, I blame myself even if you said don't.
Please, allow me to punish.. me.
I'm sorry.

I wanna run away to a quiet, peaceful and deserted island,
where there's no one around.
And just scream my lungs out.
Till i could scream no more.

Thursday, April 02, 2009
10:04 AM
I hate this part right here.

The part where things are gonna get messy.
I'm neither sure nor I'm asking for it to happen.
Its just the guts feeling.
And believe me when I say,
my guts feeling are almost always right.

It is scary.
But somehow its a warning sign for me.
To be extra careful.
Not to fall or slip again.
Coz no one's there to catch.
Besides, its not worth the ugly bruise.

I better take my leave first.
Selfish, you think?
Try being in the centre stage.
Either you're the hero or the villain.
See if you can handle it.
If you can, I'd say congrats.
You can't, I'll clap.. for the effort.

Let me be the audience this time,
thank you.

Yesterday wasn't an April's Fool joke.
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